Tuesday, 11 February 2014

A lasting moment, or


It’s cold and breezy outside
The windows of my car bespeckled with icy monuments
It’s been awhile since I found myself in a moment of such blurriness,
And i have to ask myself- am I ready for this?

The heat inside is building up-
Am I ready for this?

From sunny lands,
To laughter
Now

Afar

The noise is gone. I feel deaf
No air
No 
Air
air

Let me sleep in peace
It’ll be peaceful 
I know
Eyes stay open
Put off the light
Come unto me
The end of life.

I smile
and I know
I am ready for this. 


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Thursday, 6 February 2014

Frankfurt Christmas Market

It is two days before Christmas. When I was a child, till about the age of 9, we did celebrate some kind of rendition of the birth of Jesus.

It was festive, homely, usually involving a tree and a few badly wrapped presents sprawled out on the living room centre table. All in all, simply nice.

During Christmas in 2012 I found myself having a terrible clenching feeling inside, knowing that I would not be with my family during this festive period. So, I brought the festivity to my house in Mumbai.

Yes, my cousin and partner were a little taken aback, for celebrating this festival was not really their 'thing'. Also, it is pretty warm where I live. It did feel a little strange to me, too. But it had to be done.

The plastic tree was bought, decorated and the gifts were wrapped. It was not the same, but it wasn't so tragic either.

Last christmas, which isn't too far in the past, I was home ( by complete default) and the famous, lavish Christmas Market of Frankfurt was just beginning.
Whilst shopping in the unusually crowded streets, I did not pay much attention to the cotton candy and popcorn stalls set up all around the main shopping street of the city.

It just so happened, though, that on the last and final day I was out meeting a friend for coffee. It being a sunday no one was out to buy anymore gifts- the shops were after all closed on this day. The lists were ticked off (or were about to be if people were thinking of giving Glühwein and Lebkuchen hearts to their loved ones!).

I don't know how, but somehow my dear friend and I took to our feet and set out on a mission to explore the entire market one last time. I came to realise I had never actually actively been to this famous 'exhibition' of arts, crafts and delectable items.

Although it was cold and drizzling a bit, we didn't take much notice of our shaking fingers and red noses. We were just two old friends, walking arm in arm to explore and have a great time, completely imbibe the aura of happiness and warmth that seem to radiate from every corner of the Römerplatz in downtown.

Alright, I won't say anymore. Here are some pictures :)

Oh also, we met a very talkative English chap who had just arrived from Kent to meet his German girlfriend. I wonder how they managed to drag that suitcase through the crowds !












A little piece of Home, right here

Dear Reader,

Please find enclosed photographs.

Not every story needs words.

It is up to you,
make your own little piece

I am just giving you a little incentive.

Look and see

There is beauty in this world.
I just didn't see it, till
I really wanted to.

A little story of my last trip home :)
Everything just somehow gets okay.


















Saturday, 12 February 2011

Why should I pour my heart out to you

Since the beginning of my time
I have not existed.
Once or twice i became translucent. But
I've always had this transparent structure.
And even though I take up a reasonable amount of
space,
You do not see me, nor feel me, nor
can you talk to me, nor can you touch hold and
stroke my hair.

So when I cry my transparent tears
or slip through your solid fingers
how
tell me why
Should I pour my
heart out
to you.
When you can't even see me for who I really am.

Friday, 31 December 2010

you stand so close to me you can probably hear me take every breath. how i wonder am i still alive, when even though you are so close to me, i feel dead and neglected