I spare a thought for you once again....

I have always known the reason for my sleepless nights.

Even in a world when snakes are my friends, who bite for fun, and the unreal chase me around red-flowered gardens

And

Michael Phelps teaches me how to fly,

I am awake.

The piping hot water does not scorch my skin, it makes it red, and goes away.

My breakfast leaves me hungry, everyday and again and again and again.

And when I work, I work for you. I look at my phone and want to call you. And I do.

The days, weeks, months go by

And a year.

I still think of you. Every day. Every minute. Every second.

You keep me awake. And alive.

I don't see your face anymore. But with every though I feel you breathing right next to me.

And just the thought keeps me awake. And alive-but for how long.......